Wednesday, December 22, 2010

a hero...

So the other day my mom and I were walking through Walmart. Yes you read write, my mom was in Walmart and it was even her idea. Believe it. Anywho we were walking along to find a special Christmas surprise for a special someone and a little boy popped out of nowhere. He looked so lost and confused. He started off walking but his pace turned into a dead sprint up and down the baby section. By the time I grabbed his hand and calmed him down a little he looked something like this...

He was screaming and crying out for his mom. I grabbed his hand and said come here buddy, I'll help you find her. He hooked right onto my hand and trusted me to help him. He looked up at me with big big tears in his eyes and said " I only wanted to show her this." which was something like this....So so cute! He wanted a pair of hero pj's...
After we found his mom I decided that I sort of felt like a hero myself and I was pretty sure that I had helped the cutest little boy in the world. Like really the cutest. I hope one day my little kids are running around with blonde locks and cute little voices and that I can be their "hero baby." Oh boy!!!!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

photo??? booth!!!

Often times I find that photobooth helps light up my day....


need I say more???

Monday, December 6, 2010

The unveiling of the village...

The official unveiling of the Christmas Village took place Saturday night and I forgot how much I love looking at it. Tawyna set the mood with the lighting and on the count of zero we flipped on the village lights. The Christmas Village is amazing. Grandma Bonnie and Grandpa Hoople spent many years collecting, building, and loving the Christmas village. It is so detail oriented and it's another one of those things that remind me of Grandma. I love it so here are a few pictures of a couple of my favorite pieces found in the village....

Welcome to Worthington Village...

The most decorated Christmas house in the village.

The Playhouse... NO BOYS ALLOWED!

The pop-up trailer... cute!

A Christmas fun run.... Brrr!

This is not the village but rather my favorite person I went to see the village with...
(note to Michael... please notice my tongue in this picture.... you are right!!!!)

Saturday, December 4, 2010

A good laugh...

So.... I was reminded this morning as I ate scrambled eggs and a glass of milk at my parents house how much I love my family.... They are a funny bunch of crazies! Nothing is quite like a good laugh that comes from the Worthington siblings. That is all....

Thursday, December 2, 2010

The Best Me I can Be...


Some days this is exactly how I feel.......

Monday, November 29, 2010

Seasons of change....

This is the view out my bedroom window and my ever changing tree.

It's amazing how time flies and how things change... I look back at the past year. A LOT has happened. I have been able to do so so many things and have a lot of firsts and oh so many amazing experiences that have changed my life for the better. But the things I have done throughout the year is not what this blog post is about.... this is about change.

Some person, some where said some sort of philosophical phrase that the only thing which is constant is change... true to whoever said it. Change is constant, something we can always count on, and it usually brings something good along with it.

I look forward to change. Whether it be the change of a pair of socks, the change of apartments, or other big life changes. It has occurred to me that most things happen slowly, simply, and over time. I think this principle also applies to change. It is the little things which happen each day that have brought about the large life altering things in my life. It's the little decisions, little experiences, little influences, that have made me, me. I am grateful that the Lord allows things to change, and allows me to be influenced by change.

Everyone handles change different than the person next door. And well.... I like it. I see change as the opportunity to grow, improve, and develop more as an individual. The only thing which is as constant or more constant than change is my Savior Jesus Christ. He is constant and it is through Him that I can improve and become better.

So as I keep my two constants, change and my Savior, close I will hopefully only become better... I guess only time will tell right?

Here's to an life full of change... Bring it on!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Grandma Bonnie

So lately everything I do, see, and eat reminds me of a special someone. My Grandma Bonnie. I keep telling Michael "So my Grandma and I used to...." or "This reminds of my Grandma because..." I'm not sure if he is getting sick of it or not or if he really even notices that I do it, but I have really been missing her lately, remembering all the good things she taught me, and all the fun times we had.

A lot of Saturday's growing up were spent at Grandma's house. Just me and her decorating/ cleaning/ talking/ gardening while Grandpa Hoople was out in the yard tinkering with something or another. Our cleaning adventures included making the bed just right so that the sheet would fold down revealing the top three inches and folding the pillows into the comforter hotel style, dusting the ceiling fans with the swiffer stick, me getting on my hands and knees to scrub the floor and a variety of other things. She would always tell me over and over how good the floor looked when I was done and that with her hips she just couldn't do it like that anymore. She always told me stories and I always listened. I wouldn't trade it for anything.

After we would get both bathrooms clean, the house dusted, and the carpets vacuumed we whipped up some lunch. The regular was albacore tuna fish with chopped up dill pickles in it (she left the celery out because she knew how much I hate it.), slices of Tillamook cheese, club crackers, pepperoni sticks and a cold drink. And if we had been doing something that wore us out, like Christmas lights, Grandma would call and order pizza. This was a big deal to me because the delivery man brought it, this never happened at home. AND she let me pick exactly what kind I wanted, it was a privilege.

Any holiday reminds me of Grandma. We spent a lot of time together decorating for every holiday of the year. In Grandma's eyes every holiday was important and every holiday deserved some kind of decor. Especially Christmas and Halloween. She had countless window clings and an endless supply of decorations. I love it!

Games also remind me a lot of Grandma. I loved playing Trouble with her. I don't know if her or I got more excited to pop the dice in the middle. She would spin the Twister board and tell us "Left foot green..." We would get so twisted up and she would sit, watch us, and laugh the entire time. I quite enjoyed a good game of Uno with her. I would stick my cards in the crack of the table and tell my grandma how innovative I was. I'm fairly certain she loved it. I also love playing pick up sticks. Every time the boys all went to General Conference priesthood session we whipped it out and played and played and played.

She knew just how to make each one of her six grandchildren feel loved. She gave them all their alone time with Grandma and Grandpa. Each one of us had a time when just us would go over and have a sleepover at Grandma and Grandpa's. We would go out to our favorite restaurant, play games, have bubble baths with bubbles to the ceiling, run through the sprinklers, pickup snails from the garden, anything our heart desired. And I remember on more than one occasion stopping at the duck pond to feed the ducks on our way home. Maybe this is why I still love feeding the ducks... who knows?

I could go on and on and on.... but I will spare you and just put some additional things that have reminded me of her lately.... coo-coo clocks, mac & cheese, 7-up cake, Christmas lights, fiber optics, hummingbirds, toaster strudels, canned soda, candy dishes, Christmas villages, roses, root beer barrels, Olive Garden, the Old Spaghetti Factory, and flavored lemonade.

I'm so glad that I have been blessed with the knowledge of Heavenly Father's plan for each of His children and know that one day I can see my Grandma again. It's a beautiful thing. But until then, I'll keep eating tuna, playing pick up sticks, feeding ducks and think of her.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

weekend getaway...

Shauna came up to visit the Frosty Burg this weekend. It was simply delightful. I realized yet again how blessed I am with good family. Shauna is the best oldest sister a girl could ask for. She is more than thoughtful and whelp... I stinkin' love her! While she was here we had an assortment of good times including a drive out to the Wilmore's cabin, a stop at the frost top, Friday night extravadance, some hot chicken alfredo and a stop at the cutest little boutique I have ever been to. It was a nice weekend to enjoy the snow, fog, and a lot of time doing not school. I'm excited for winter... Let it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow!


This is looking out from the Wilmore's beautiful cabin.... A definite like.

Mine and Amy's house.... very very unstable might I add. Climbing inside, not a good choice.

My favorite drive in / diner in all of Idaho... the Frost Top. YUM!!!

Monday, November 1, 2010

a post that should have been two weeks ago...

This past week has been an amazing week for me. I continue to realize how many good people there are in the world, genuinely good people who want nothing more than to help others. While this week has seemed to fly by, the people in my life haven't gone unnoticed.

An amazing man I got to meet this week was Dr. Elison. We didn't spend more than a mere 45 minutes together on Tuesday, but from the time spent in his office, I know he a very good man. He knew my name and wanted to know anything and everything I would tell him. I felt love and care in his office. Dr. E's kindness, generosity and love for people emanated throughout him, the employees, and his actions. I am so grateful to you, Dr. Elison, for fixing my broken retainer but more so for being an example of Christ like love. I hardly know anything about him, but what I do know is this. Dr. Elison you are a good man who brought me to tears with your kindness. Thanks.

I have been struggling with my history class this semester. I find no motivation to do homework for this class and always put it at the bottom of my to do list. I had pretty much given up all hope, I had even quit going to class (Yes not like me at all!) But then the superhero of the day sent me an email. Brother Coates. (This is the second time you have made my blog, the first time I was saying how I didn't enjoy your homework to much, but NOW I have nothing more than wonderful things to say.) I can't say that I particularly enjoy your homework now, but I have discovered a little summin' summin' about you. You, my good sir, care. You want nothing more than success for your students are willing to do everything in your power to help them get there. When I had given up all hope on your History 300 class your simple 3 sentence email showed me that you care.Thanks for that, and for meeting with me every time I show up at your office door. I deserve a good bop on the head!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

I call her Mom...

This lovely little lady is who I call Mom! Momma Linda came into my life the same day I came into hers. 12/31/89, ironic right? Since then we have laughed, cried, baked, swept, danced, you name it! Recently Mom celebrated the big 5-0. Way to go Mommy-o! Oh and grandma and grandpa too... thanks for bringing me such a cool mom!

My mom is one very special lady. She is one of those hard working American mom's who works for her family and makes everything into a learning experience. (whether or not she recognizes she does) As kids she put us to work, it was time to clean the basement. Mom would set the timer and if we finished before the timer went off we won our reward, a trip to the library to read! I was always so excited and looked forward to the hundreds of books the library shelves held. Now she drives down Lampton Rd. with the windows down, music cranked, sporting her very best poker face. It is the little things like this that I love about my mom. My mom has taught me a lot of things. How to cook, how to clean and not just clean but clean well, how to a load a dishwasher (I'm trying to pass this onto others, it surprising how many people suck at this!), how to drive (remember that giant pot hole I drove through mom?), make your siblings your best friends, and that it's ok to cry. There have been countless things this amazing woman has taught me and some really amazing experiences we have shared, but one thing she has been a constant example of (except for maybe the damn-shit-pizza) is a woman of faith.

As long as I can remember she has been taking me to primary, encouraging me to go to Young Woman's and has wanted nothing but the best for me and my siblings. She is a woman who loves her Savior. I was recently looking for a talk by Elder Oaks about families in one of my old ensigns when I found a letter which my mom wrote to me and my siblings for last mother's day. Cool right? She gave US presents on mother's day... What a mom! It was an amazing letter portraying a mother's love. I could feel her love and my Heavenly father's love for me coming through her words. I want to share with you part of the letter which she wrote that reminded me that I can do hard things, that I have a purpose, and gave me a big boost.

In addressing me and my siblings (think of her as talking to you too) it reads, "Each one of you has a great and noble calling to become righteous men and women. You need to use your strength and testimony to influence one another and those around you for good. God has given each of you special gifts and talents. Be wise in your choices. He is counting on each of you to do your part. Prepare now to protect, defend and guard His values and principles. He will bless you more than you can begin to imagine. Listen Listen. He will guide you, always."

What an awesome lady right? And that was only part of it. I am grateful for the people in my life, especially the righteous women who have made such an impact on who I am today. My mom is one of those people. Also my aunts, my grandma, countless women throughout my stake/ward, and even women I see who emanate their Savior Jesus Christ's love. You are all amazing and I love you. I see the good you have established and the Christlike women you are and hope that one day I can be even a fragment of who you are. Thanks for your examples, your love, and for recognizing who you are, a divine daughter of God.

P.S. Please read this (click on this). My favorite line is "I knew these women before I even met them, since I was raised by someone just like them." There is still so much good in the world... I love it!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

gone...

Dear braces,
It's been lovely having you around, BUT good things sometimes have to come to an end. Especially the special thing we had going for us. I'll admit you were with me for a lot of good times, but there really was no choice. Thanks for joining me for college, you were always a lovely, somewhat awkward, topic of conversation. You have done me a lot of good, but personally I'm terribly glad you are gone. Adam may still call me brace face and my teeth might go wacky when I'm 75, but that's fine, I'll enjoy what you have done for me for as long as possible. Thanks for the pain, the tears and the awesome Salt Lake Express rides you provided for me. Sweet sweet memories. Enjoy your time in the trash! My mouth is happy.
With all my heart... Jen Jen

Today was the day! Two years, two months and an hour and a half later and my braces are gone. Although my gums are sore, I don't care, I am brace face no more. I arrived at the Orthodontist office with the biggest grin on my face, my braces were coming off. Dr. Cook said "Okay, let me check and make sure we are good to go." In my head I was thinking "If we aren't good to go, you will still take them off, or I will!" I was ready to grab some pliers and take care of it, but it wasn't necessary. My choppers were ready and so was I. It wasn't the braces I was sick of, but rather missing school A LOT in order to make appointments. (ok I was slightly sick of the braces too!) The whole Idaho Utah thing wasn't working for me in this case. With what little pain and blood was caused by taking them off, I can honestly say I liked it. Of course I did... who wouldn't if it meant having straight pretty teeth and no more braces? When I left Dr. Cook told me to smile a lot... little does he know it's one of my favorite things to do! Consider it done Dr. Cook, consider it done!

While the benefits of having braces are great (straight pretty teeth) the benefits of no braces are better. Here it is as I see it:
* No more hell on wheels.
* No more missing a day of class and work to visit Dr. Cook. He is a very nice nice man, but a 30 minute appointment comes at great cost!
* Biting into an apple is better than I remember.
* I will use less toothbrushes. I mean, I will still brush my teeth just as often or more, but braces tend to destroy a good toothbrush.
* Easy access flossing- now I just have to find my floss?
* No more awkward braces conversations.
* simply, no more braces.

Michael, Elaine and Ky Ky came to pick me up at the Hart when I got off Hell on Wheels tonight. I was excited to see them, it's weird being away from them. Well, Elaine and Michael were super nice and excited to see me and I was to see them. After giant hugs and showing them my pearly whites they grabbed my bags and we started to walk to the car. They said "Jenny you are going to have to open the trunk." Of course I was fine with this, they had even already opened it a just had to flip it open. I was thinking, man, they are prepared. Wait a tick... where is Kyleigh? I soon found out. I flipped open the trunk and out she popped. Well you three, you got me, you got me good! I loved it! We then went home to eat apples and this lovely sign greeted me when we got there... and boy did I giggle!

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Thanksgiving came early this year...

The past two weekends I have had the opportunity to go home to SoJo and spend some time with the fam. Before my friends and I left for Rexburg on conference Sunday my mom fed us the most delicious Turkey dinner. I don’t know what it is about turkey, potatoes and gravy that sparks my thankfulness organ, but after I had been stuffed to the brim. As we were rolling back to Rexburg and ever since I have been overwhelmed with gratitude and thanks for the many blessings my Heavenly Father has blessed me with. I could try and list all the things I have been thankful for this week, but there are way to many, and I don't want to bore you. So... I am going to take the liberty of just sharing a few.

I am thankful for the wonderful parents I have been blessed with. The more people I meet, the more I realize my parents are a unique and one of a kind pair. They will do anything to help anyone and are always willing to have a few extra guests at our home. They make sure everyone is happy, well fed, and has a place to sleep. I love them more than I can express and I am thankful for their loving example.

I am grateful for my two brothers and three sisters. Each one of them is unique and adds a little extra flavor to our family, there is usually no one I would rather be with than them. Shauna puts up with antics, Chris picks on me, Amy eggs me on, Adam makes me laugh, and Heather is my mini-me. They are my best friends. I'm so glad we have eternity to spend together. Heaven's not going to know what hit 'em!

I am thankful for good people. Genuinely good people, regardless of who, are genuinely good. I love seeing people that emanate goodness. I have fabulous (Elainer's word) roommates who are an amazing example to me and make sure we have prayer together. We spend some time talking with one another, which I really value. Our apartment is a home, somewhere I love to be. I look forward to seeing them and I am thankful for them. Shout out to Elaine… she puts up with me and my late nights, my mess, and me constantly borrowing her clothes. I am so glad to be living with my SoJo buddy and know I still have a lot to learn from her!

I am thankful for my friends. They are each so individually themselves and mean so much to me. I love chitchatting and the different relationships I have been blessed to have. Holler to Michael…. Simply put, you bring a smile to my face!

I am so thankful for fall time.... I have loved the rain, changing leaves, and finally being able to wear jackets. I'm a jacket kinda girl!

Something that I have come to value so much is my scriptures. As I read study and search I value them more and more. I’m excited to be reading them. Don’t tell my teachers, but I would rather read my scriptures more than anything they give me to read. Honestly, sometimes I choose scriptures over the Turabian Guide to writing. Sorry Brother Coates. I love the stories, doctrines and principles found in the scriptures, I know they are true.

So Thanksgiving, when you really come this year, you will be in stiff competition with this past week and the amount of gratitude I have felt. Good luck and will you please bring snow?!?

Thursday, September 30, 2010

I gave in....

So it seems me and even the idea of growing my hair out do not get along. Today was the day that I had had enough and gave in. We are back to the a-line ladies and gents, back to the a-line.

Yeah, I'm a blonde!

See that? No hair down on my neck! That's what I like.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

A curl here....

In an effort to help me not cut my hair, Elaine generously decided to curl my hair today. That's right.... We are now on the noble crusade to help me like my hair so I don't cut the mangy thing. I have always had either a short bob or a-line cut, that's about to change. And when I say about to change I mean as long as it take my hair to grow out, could be a while. Grow on hair...grow on!

(This is what it would look like if Martha Washington and Jay Leno had a baby, pretty sure!)

Saturday, September 25, 2010

And the countdown begins....


Tonight following an Alfred Hitchcock classic, To Catch a Theif, I went home to find Greenbriar 20 locked and empty. I decided I could use some alone time. I got out my laptop, turned on Toy Story, dished up a bowl of ice cream/oreos, grabbed some scissors, construction paper, and glue and made a countdown calendar until the day I get my braces off. October 18th is the day! Alas!!!
While I was enjoying my alone time Melissa (my roomie) and Tom walked in. Yeah, it was slightly awkward and Tom said "Have a rough day?" I probably looked truly ridiculous, but you know what, that's me. I enjoyed myself, and even had some extra cut paper so I made a nice colorful paper chain for Elaine and mine's room. It's the simple pleasures in life that I love the most.
So... 25 days until the blessed day... Apple's prepare!

Friday, September 24, 2010

Here's to you....


Here's to you late nights and early mornings. I think we are going to be spending a lot of time together this semester. I hope we get along!

Friday, September 17, 2010

Farewell Mr. Chunkars

Dear Mr. Chunkars,
Our years together have been well spent. The day Heather and I picked you out at Petsmart on Redwood road was a magical day. I had finally won the battle with my parents of a "cooler" pet than a goldfish and you my friend were that cool pet.
We named you Mr. Chunkars due to the fact of your frog obesity problem. You lived up to your name until the final days of your life. Your bright orange belly and bright green skin always brightened my day. The way you gobbled up a cricket never ceased to amaze me, I can never even catch them in my hands let alone my mouth!
My deepest apologies for leaving you with Heather to take care of you, I realize she didn't change your water nearly enough or give you as many crickets as I gave you, but I had to take wing and go to college. Sorry.
I hate to say this but out of necessity for your housemate, Smee, you had to be replaced. We chose an equally fat fire bellied toad who we lovingly call FattyPants. No worries dear Chunkars, you will always hold a very special place in my heart. Thanks for being the hoppy little toad you were!
Enjoy your life in toad land, eat as many crickets as you would like and swim in all the ever clean water you can find!


Sunday, July 25, 2010

This is my temporary post...

Shauna tells me that its time for a new post. I have started a new post time and time again over the past month, but every time I just can't seem to write what I am feeling, thinking, or anything for that matter. So here is my new post for the time being Shauna...
* the semester ended
* I'm in Chicago.
* Life is wonderful!
*The End.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

My first podcast!

This is my first podcast, all about fishing. It's imperfect, but hey I'm learning!


Monday, May 24, 2010

Express...

express |ikˈspres|
adjective
operating at high speed

This little comic strip brought a grin to my face this morning as I read it during class (yes I was reading comics, but don't worry I listened too). Anyone who has ever experienced an express lane at the grocery store knows exactly what I am talking about. Scenario #1: An older man or woman come to the join the express lane because all they have is a bag of raisins, 1 item. Yes, that is 15 items or less, BUT you are slow (slow |slō| adjective 1 moving or operating, or designed to do so, only at a low speed; not quick or fast) and its the express lane (refer to above definition). Express goes two ways ladies and gents, TWO WAYS.

No checks shouldn't be written in the express, 15 items or less really does mean 15 items or less, just because you have a mini cart doesn't mean you qualify for the express lane, if don't have a wallet why are you in the store in the first place? Most of all, if you ask "Is it ok if I come here?" the express lane checker really has no choice but to comply.

Working at a grocery store since I was 16 this comic rang all to true. If you are a customer behind an older gentlemen or woman and you think you are frustrated by their easygoingness, just be glad you aren't on the other side of the cash register. First of all, you have to be nice to them, help them out. Second of all, you don't have to deal with the customers behind them in line. Finally, it happens a lot during the day, its a wicked cycle.

Don't get me wrong, I love helping people out. Just common courtesy should be observed by all express lane goers, that includes you Earl and Opal...That includes you.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Family, Isn't it about...

A couple of weekends ago I had the opportunity to go home for a few days and celebrate mother's day with my ENTIRE extended family, all 60 something of us. It was perfect weekend. Literally perfect. As we stood on the stairs of the city and county building in downtown Salt Lake City I couldn't help but get slightly emotional as I was surrounded by all of my cousins, siblings, aunts, uncles, parents and my grandparents. It wasn't necessarily our hilarious conversations but the time we spent together. Watching everyone interact, love, and care about one another filled my day with many special moments. It was a slice of what I imagine heaven to be like. I only wish I could really express how I feel. I know that it is through the eternal organization of family that will lead us back to our live with God again.

The best way I can describe what I feel about the family is through the inspired document given to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Say Saints and people of the world in September 1995, The Family: A Proclamation to the World "The family is ordained of God. Marriage between man and woman is essential to His eternal plan. Children are entitled to birth within the bonds of matrimony, and to be reared by a father and a mother who honor marital vows with complete fidelity. Happiness in family life is most likely to be achieved when founded upon the teachings of the Lord Jesus Christ. Successful marriages and families are established and maintained on principles of faith, prayer, repentance, forgiveness, respect, love, compassion, work, and wholesome recreational activities. By divine design, fathers are to preside over their families in love and righteousness and are responsible to provide the necessities of life and protection for their families. Mothers are primarily responsible for the nurture of their children. In these sacred responsibilities, fathers and mothers are obligated to help one another as equal partners. Disability, death, or other circumstances may necessitate individual adaptation. Extended families should lend support when needed."
The Family: A proclamation to the World,” Liahona, Oct 1998, 24

The sweetest lady I know, Grandma and Me.

Momma Linda and Poppa Ed

Shauna, Amy, Jenny, Heather
(Where are our brothers? Who knows!)

Saturday, March 13, 2010

From Cacti to Fungi

A few months ago my sister Shauna and I were walking around IKEA in search of Christmas presents. On about our third lap through the store (no exaggerations have been made) I found this cute little gem, it was love at first sight and I decided I could use a pet cacti.



From Cacti

Sadly over the past few months my cactus I lovingly call Mr. Pokey has contracted a fungal disease. I recently had to dispose of my cactus, but this is a tribute to Mr. Pokey and the wonderful two and a half months we spent together. I will remember the times we shared together such as my 20th cowboy birthday party, and well that's about it, but your pot will soon be filled with your predecessor and better luck to it!


To Fungi